I'm having a hard time accepting the fact that my partner was abusive. It feels like he's still gas lighting me even though it's been 5 months NC. I'm also having a hard time opening up about our relationship/ break up and how it was abusive because he didn't hit me, and it makes me really upset and frustrated that I feel like he had to have hit me for him to be abusive, if that makes sense. I also feel like denying myself acceptance of what happened in our relationship is what's making me struggle with moving on most.
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