I was criticised by my former therapist for literally everything that was food for me. Like, reading books, learning, doing sports, thinking, questioning stuff, painting, being creative - everything. She always insisted I am wrong when doing this or wanting to do this. She claimed only sitting in front of YouTube an watching clips all-day was normal, and people who enjoyed different stuff were wrong and had ill, too high ambitions and were raised in a too pushing environment. Therefore her view was better.Cognitively I saw and understood that this might have been a reaction from her because she wasn't achieving well, wasn't very bright and did not want to question herself. However, I don't manage to get rid of her inner voice inside me. I am still afraid of her, although she is gone.Anyone got any experience with that?
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