This just never stops I’m sorry this may not seem what’s used to in this subreddit but this is an extreme panick for a person like me who is physically active . Why only me out of everyone? I’ve injured myself so much I don’t even want to heal anymore I just wanna fucking kill myself cause a human can’t live like this. All I want to do is lift and have a nice body. I end up injuring my bicep in October had no snapping sounds or any bruising following it just doesn’t feel the same on top of that doctors denying my MRI. Now I’m screaming and panicking that I tore my bicep trying to rehab it again in the lower part where it can’t be fixed by natural or surgical healing. Great my life is fucked absolutely fucked . I don’t know if I’m overthinking cause I can move my arm fully without pain but get a sting sometimes also no bruising nor snapping sound but I feel like my body is just betraying me and not bruising or having snapping sounds just so I can end up going to the doc and finding out I did extreme damage and can’t be fixed man I’ll fucking run in front of a bus fade to black death . I have a hard time believing I just slightly pulled my muscle all I think about is extensive unrepairable damage and will never lift again in my life.
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