Big or small town? 41 yo on a disability pension asking were to live?

I'm at a point in my life where I have to make a decision. Where should I live?41 yo on a disability pension, so I will have a roof over my head and food on the table, but not much more really.(my disability is because of non-mental causes). Don't have many friends, and not a super social person.Pretty tired of being single, so that is a big factor, I know it's very very hard to find one when you don't have much social status and money in the bank, but afraid of it going to absolutely impossible.Big town:After rent (high) and food expenses, very little money left.Easier access to do my hobbies, like board games etc.Easier to date/find a girlfriend (yes as a rather poor person it's not easy).Small Town:Rent is lower, so I will have more money for other things than just food and the bare necessities.Access to do my hobbies way lower, but can use public transport.Dating will be quite impossible or rely on public transport, which not is ideal.Any advice or opinions I could learn from?