And it ruined me completely. I wasnt the best boyfriend, but we had a long history. We were on and off, we had a kid together. I moved away to focus on myself and try to do school and get sober, take care of my mental health. We decided to get back together long distance and try to make it work, at which point she suggested opening up the relationship which made me flip out. After that I was a mess and chased her away. We broke up and she slept with three people within a week and then found another boyfriend and now we dont even talk. Meanwhile we have a kid together and I am just wasting away feeling miserable. I'm trying to date and take care of myself but it really did a number on me. I want her to feel the pain j feel and I know that is selfish.
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