This isn’t so much a throwaway account as one I use when I’m not on my main Domme account. I don’t want my boys to know that the strong, fierce, man eater that is their Mistress secretly wants, no NEEDS, to be put in her place by someone who is, for lack of a better term, a real man. I don’t need them to find out that when they’re down on their knees, face buried between my legs, working me with their tongue and fingers that my moans aren’t triggered by their abject submission, but by my fantasies of being pushed down when and where a real Dominant male wants me, using me for his pleasure and ironically giving me quite a bit of my own. One might say it’s why I’m such a good Domme, I understand what these boys are looking for. But that’s what they are to me, boys. Twenty or fifty it doesn’t matter. Without a woman telling them what to do they’d have no clue of how to handle my body, how to use it, how to make it please them.I’ve become a fairly well known Domme in my area. The irony is I’m maybe a little too good at it. The munches I attend I’m known as the bad ass female. I’m even built like the classic Domme, tall, strong, fit, beautiful breasts, completely lacking humility… Which is fantastic. It’s great for business and it’s great for my boys who feel like they’ve hit the femdom jackpot, buuuut, I bet you can spot the problem here.My sub side is completely left out. I’m going on five years of being the strong one, the decision maker, the person who keeps everyone else accountable and the last few months I’ve noticed I’m edging closer and closer to burnout. I went into denial about it, I just need to cut down on my time spent domming! I need to hit the gym more! I need to read more! Maybe if I stand on my head humming the national anthem that’ll help! Nope. I’ve finally come to terms with the fact what I need in my life right now is to submit.So what am I looking for? Could you be it? Well, if any of these describe you, it might just be worth a message:You’re over 30, looking for something long term, a friendship in addition to D/s.You don’t mind if your sub is a Domme for others. In fact, you even find it rather adorable. She’s walking on their backs in heels with them and crawling on her knees for you.You want to give someone structure and you want them to give you control. The way these things are expressed is of course, up for negotiation but I personally like being given tasks, told how often to go to the gym, for instance, or even having my diet or masturbation allowances controlled. As I said, it’s all up for negotiation.You like the idea of holding someone accountable.You don’t mind if your partner is poly, although chances are I won’t be searching for a second Dom, A good one is all one needs, but I will have other vanilla partners.Online is good with a view toward meeting in real life at some point. Mental stimulation is important and I find online interaction can give that, but equally important to me, anyway, is knowing one day I could serve you in person. Virtual blow jobs only feel so good and at risk of sounding crass, I want to feel my Dom’s cock in my body at some point.If you’re bothered by occasional crassness…run away. Run far away.Bonus to people who enjoy playing Overwatch on PC (I’m intrigued by the idea of healslutting), bibliophiles, and nerds in general. (Why I’m posting on Reddit, obviously)Thanks for taking the time to read, I’d love to hear from you if this sounds like you.P.S. My kinks are many and varied but my main ones are service, impact play, and some CNC. Shhh, don’t tell my subs. ;)
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