I've known for over 33 years of marriage that I am a bi curious man. Although until recently just watched gay/bi porn and materbated to satisfy my thoughts. Over the years we have had a great sex life, we've done anal she's used a strapon on me and fingered my ass a lot. She enjoys ass play as much as I do on her as well. A few weeks ago I finally let a guy blow me and felt guilty as hell. After a while I settled down and thought "OK" I got that out of my system. I'll just go back to my old routine of dildos, butt plugs and porn. Last weekend I ran into the same guy and one thing led to another and the next I know he's sucking my cock hard and fast. He took my load without missing a beat. Now I can't stop thinking about it. My wife would never understand how I feel. The problem is I love being with her and could never leave her. I know I'm bisexual but she would NEVER understand or stay with me if she knew. It's alot of heartache for me.....Anyone have any advice?
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