Long story short, I am a 24 M, fast approaching 25. Never been with a woman. In my teens, i was very gawky and nerdy, and well girls in grade 8-9 weren't very kind to me. Specifically, worst memory, one girl that used to go out of her way to be nice to me, refused to touch my hand during dance in gym class, like literally 10 seconds, and yanked her hand away in disgust. She then proceeded to dance with the guys after me with no hesitation. Other girls saw that and did something similar..... really messed me up mentally, since it cut deep. Now, after puberty, I blossomed, dressed well, lost weight etc. But i could never approach girls since i would get really bad anxiety just thinking about talking to them. Even if a girl sends clear indication she likes me, I eventually starts avoiding her because i intrinsically fear that she will do what those girls did in my past. I know my thinking is very irrational, but i can't seem to have any interpersonal relationship with females. I thought i would get over this by now, but nothing has changed..... any advice?
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