I am 13 turning 14 in September and I way Idk like 250 lbs. I want to lose weight but I always put myself down bc of my anxiety of being judged. People always say "You can do it! Be confident!!" But It doesn't help. When I was in 5th grade, I was at least 150 lbs. I was struggling with my anxiety so I felt threatened by the looks of others. Sometimes I tell myself "Its Gonna be okay... Everyone else has there own problem." But it never helps. I sleep at around 1 A.M to 4 A.M. My parents always say to lose weight but they never provide me with healthy foods. Because of my anxiety im too scared to speak up to them. Im basically scared of my own parents. I dont even remember being "Skinny". I try the tips that the internet provides but I dont even do it. At night I tell myself "Im gonna lose this weight I will" but I dont.... My older brother was a chubby kid and by 13 he started to lose weight. He is now 18 and he is skinnier than me.... like as in I'm at least 130 pounds heavier than him. I just want to be skinny and fit clothes that are for me... I dont want to be the XXXL shirt girl..... I want to be the L shirt girl.
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