I've been extremely vanilla my whole life. Single partners, long-term relationships, never unfaithful. Lately, I've been feeling like because of that, I've missed out. I have always been the responsible one, the mature one, the boring one. I never had flings, I never partied, and I've never explored what I'm in to. I've been curious about plenty of things, but never built the nerve to do anything with it (save the one post in my history). Because of all of this, I've felt some regret that I haven't been able to ignore.Now, I have a few days coming up where I'll be completely alone in the house. I have no idea what to do with it. Send me some ideas of what I should try, and maybe if you'd be interested in trying them with me. I would much rather chat with you first before getting much more involved than that, if we do at all.Some things I do know: I'm not into pain, I'm curious about bi (way too much love for boobs to be gay), and my self-image is my biggest hang up with all of this.
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